I was planning to stop what I have started, this 365 Days of Whateverness because of what happened but I thought, life moves on. Everyone moves on. I was distraught and I could not think clearly so right now I can only express myself thru this.
30 Days of Grief
I was told he was shot
It also hit me in the gut
My heart was broken into pieces
Running through my mind, unfathomable reasons
Why would they, why would they
As we pray Hail Mary
I was hoping for a miracle
While we’re on our way to the circle
I cannot see what could it be
This man lying face down it cannot be
My father, helpless and isolated
How could they be so cold- hearted?
The whole family was disheartened
Everyone’s questioning what happened
It was Bob, it was Bob
Everything about him is a fraud
A life was robbed away from us
It’s not jewellery or money that can be taken back
You cannot earn it or replace it
For it’s more precious than a 21 karat
I don’t know what to feel
Is this for real?
It seems like it’s a bad dream
Can you wake me up, I wanna scream
Eight days on his wake
I’m still thinking it was a mistake
He was buried, I was crying
I think I’m also dying
What a tragedy this could be
Are we really facing reality?
As days goes by I wanna try
To move on and say good bye
Papa, I still cannot
Accept the fact that you’re a rot
Thirty days have passed
I don’t think it would ever last
Depression. Misery. Sadness. Grief.
This feelings could never be lift.
These words are never sufficient
To express these feelings which are lucent
They say I should be strong
But I think it would take too long
I guess thirty days are not enough
To grieve about your love